Only If You Knew

In 2014 schreef ik dit nummer. Het ging over mijn leven. Ik zat zo vast met mezelf dat ik geen uitweg meer zag en eigenlijk zelfmoord wilde plegen. Omdat ik wel iets had om voor te leven ben ik een nummer gaan schrijven.

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My momma left me outside my home
my daddy left me just like that
They tell me – i shoulnt be right here
i am a slave and i have no clue why….

i have no clue, why i’m doing this…
i have no clue why i am the way i am…
i am a slave… a slave for life…
i try to be strong but i have no power to do so….

an empty hand… an empty life..
thats all you have when you have nothing to find…
a broken soul… an open road…
you will go quiet all of a sudden..

i have no clue, why i’m doing this…
i have no clue why i am the way i am…
i am a slave… a slave for life…
i try to be strong but i have no power to do so….

All i want is an normal life..
i am alone, no one understands me
I am playing nice, that doesnt help me..

only if you knew
only if you knew
only if you knew

i have no clue, why i’m doing this…
i have no clue why i am the way i am…
i am a slave… a slave for life…
i try to be strong but i have no power to do so….

All i want is an normal life..
i am alone cause no one understands me
I am playing nice but that doesnt help me..

only if you knew
only if you knew

All i want is an normal life..

only if you knew
only if you knew
only if you knew
only if you knew